Some Thoughts....

1. Do not look for justice or fairness in this world.
2. Hell exists in the mortal world but luckily only few get to visit it. Does    
        paradise exist too?

3. Some questions have no answers; no matter how many times they 
        are repeated.  
4. The pain of losing a child is never-ending and unrelenting.
5. Suicide throws the parents in a sea of guilt, with no lifeboats in 
        sight.
6. The departed child is out of sight, but not out of mind, ever.
7. The humans’ tear glands never run out of tears.
8. The deceased child will forever remain a member of the family.
9. In times of tragedy, one finds new caring friends, and loses old 
        uncaring friends.
10. Months and years become longer after the loss of a child.
11. The lens, through which life is viewed, becomes blurry after such a 
        tragedy.
12. Tolerance of nonsense and pettiness fades as the appreciation of 
        love and friendship intensifies.
13. In the aftermath of losing a beloved child, one mostly sees humanity 
        at its best through the outpour of love and support from every 
        corner, but occasionally one encounters it at its worst as well.
14. Death rudely and violently invades the inner family circle and 
        permanently takes the seat of the departed child.
15. Tuesdays are reminders of when darkness took over our clear sky.
16. The sun is not as bright, the sky not as blue, the grass not as green, 
        the wind not as strong. the joys not as filling, the laughter not as 
        deep, and the smiles not as lasting. But, despite all these, life 
        continues, with or without our anguish and protest.

I miss you dokhtaram.